2011-2017 Artworks

WELP.
DO ABSOLUTELY NOT JUDGE ME ON MY PREVIOUS DRAWINGS.
MY IMPROVEMENT GOT SLOW TOWARDS THE END.

SO BOI.


Yes i have improved.
WELL THANK GOD I DID??

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it was super hard looking and finding pictures because THERE WERE TOO MANY.

I swear the 1 drawing per day exists.
I have seriously at least 3 drawings per day before.

WELL YEAH I HAVE BEEN INTO SO MANY FANDOMS.
DONT JUDGE.

SCREEEEE

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Obviously I have way more drawings than that,especially before 2011.
I always was a creative and artistic child.

I never truly realized my talent exept when I discovered youtube.
I "copied" the artists I found,which is mostly how my style was made : its a combination of details , but ended being my own style.

It was really hard for me to choose,but I mostly used drawings I remembered.

yes I was EXTREMLY edgy and already using art as a way of expressing myself.
This is where I actually realize when things started to go wrong.
Despite going into more than 10 fandoms in less than a year (Pokemon,warrior cats,okami,Prof.Layton ...),I was able to create so much characters that obviously are not "alive" to me.Just a random thought.


Yep
I was REALLY BAD.
The anatomy was RANDOM and sometimes I have drawings with....nothing on them.
LOL

Please accept this thing
I suffered while making this okay?



ust so you know
I had 2 PCs in my life : Window Vista and Windows XP.
Exept.
RIP all the drawings I made or was making until motherfucking Vista would cras and restart itself and be like : OOPSIE BITCH.
This would happen more than once a day.
Pissing the poor me off.
I was traumatized


Until it finally said : okay bai im ded

I got my grandpa's PC and got peace.

It was hard at first but it was fine later on.
And I have been stuck with it for so long now :,D


I still feel extreme nostalgia.
I feel like I could draw with the same style I had so many years ago and i dont know why-
I dont feel like myself-??
EEER.


Anyway,
Thank you so much for sticking up with me for so long.
It will be almsot 4 years now and I seriously cant believe it-

Thank you for everything
YOU ARE MY BABIES OKAY-
AAAAAAAAAAAA-



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I jsut remembered something important :

Th reasons I used to be so angry and crazy when people would steal or recolor,is because my cousin used to do this to me.She used to manipulate me into drawing what she wanted or delete pictures I made because she didnt like them.
She made people believe she would draw the stuff she recolored from me and people believed her.
Until one day I finally had a shitfit,enough of her,and pushed her away from me for good.
I still cant stand being around her too much.
When it comes to socializing she is worse :
-first she sticks to me like a wasp
-then acts like she is the best above all.

I dont say shit but oh god i would throw a chair at her lmao-

Im in danger for saying these things but I have to vent okay?

I am trying my best to be better at anatomy.
I never use ANY models and if I do I dont COPY EXACLTY the model,unlike the other(mostly) kids in the manga club I'm in.
Kill me plz-

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Now ma babies
i love u all
ur french mama loves u


Thank you for being such true fans to me