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Ocs Vs The Artist

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Oh would you look at that
a full traditional drawn pic

I spent a full hour trying to figure out how to make the lineart pop but even instagram told me to fuck off and get a new camera

lol

I got hugely inspired by Art Vs the Artist which I WILL do.

But I prefered using my ocs instead

My ocs are extremly important to me and represents me in some way. (exept Vivaldi who was barely brought to life MY POOR BABY.)


Fandoms that created me until today :

-Pokemon (mostly PMD)
-Warrior Cats
-Okami
-FNAF

-Undertale
-BATIM

Tbh Undertale and BATIM havent changed much in me , especially Undertale that I cant even stand anymore.
Im just watiting for BATIM to be done so I can really focus and know how to finish Ink Children


I especially forgot WarriorStar does NOT have pupils in her eyes but at least haters will stfu about her design now.
(you guys dont know how many characters have pink eyes in the fandom)

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ANYWAY FACTS TIME :


►My pokesona changed MASSIVELY over the years.I went through crap with it but now I want to stay with Angela(main character of PMD) and Seni who is a growlithe.
♥Represents the silly and playful girl Im scared to be
♪Pokesona in total : 3


►Nisshoku is totally different from her ancestor (oc speaking) and at least her story is more original
♥Represents the survivor,the fighter and indepedant girl I wish to be.
♪Okamisona in total : 3

►Warriorstar was created after mulitple designs and always had "Warrior" in her name.
♥Represents the leader and mother I look foward to be.
♪Warrior Catssona in total : 1

►Vivaldi,as well as SansXToriel and PapyrusXMettaton's children,are the only Undertale ocs I have created.
♥Represents the child and small girl I used to be.
♪Vivaldi doesnt count as a sona

►Ines in FNAF is indeed me,she was supposed to ALWAYS represent me,but her and the real me are totally different now.But I think I have the same mind set as hers now.She DOESNT. represent me when it comes to be in a relationship with an 27 yr old man or have a kid at 18-19 yrs old,Im almost 18 myself and I cant date someone WAY older or younger than me (3 yrs older/younger is the maximum)
♥Represents the ideal I made of myself and futur wife I want to be.
♪Main character of Take the Risk,let them in.

►Omfg Angel.Let me tell you her design is extremly new.
I used the rest of the ocs to be my fursona.But Angel is a total different story.
My fursona changed designs so many times I can barely remember them.
(PS : I also created a total different version of Angel,which I havent sumbitted yet)
((her fucking HAIR took ages to find.I ended basing it off my haircut lol))
♥Most important character I have.Will also be extremly important in futur projects.
♪ Fursonas in total : ▬MISSING.FILE.EXE.ERROR.404.▬

►And then there is myself and...myself.
Yes I KNOW I draw myself differently from what I look like.
I cant smile I know.I just cant look in the mirror or wear glasses without realizing the flaws.
My body isnt my own and after being on medication for years,I have a huge hormone reactions (you probbaly see the pimbles on my face,I have those on my back as well.)

♥ I survived a No man's land inside my head for more than 5 years.I have been through shit,through hell.
I survived a suicide attempt at 12 yrs old (im edgy lol)
Got out of self harm but gets triggers most of the time.
Is finally getting psychological help after searching for it for years.


So guys.If you struggle with mental,body issues ect...
Please believe me : It gets better.
I have been backstabbed,abandonned by people I deeply loved.Even thought its mostly my fault,please get help before its too late.Dont get stubborn and refuse.
Despite changing and getting help,these people refused to even look at me and stand their ground.
The tables have turned and I stopped being the monster,the bad guy.

So if you think life is being a bitch,it always will be.
But look,Im an example of surviving bullshit most of my life ALONE.
I NEVER got true help until recently and NOBODY knows exept internet and my doctors what happened to me.
And Im not telling most of my past to them.
It gets better.
Just please let others help you.
You matter more than I do.
You arent a lost cause like I am.

I dont know who you are.But I love you.
I love you for being human and living.



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ANYWAY.


Thank you guys so much for helping me into surviving my life.
And I love you all so so so so much.

Im sorry for not replying or being active like I used to be.
But I will try my best. :heart:
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TheCortexSimp01's avatar
screw those Encyclopedia Dramatica people for putting u on they're page
(hope the website & people who run it get what they deserve soon)